I left my job yesterday.
I cannot say I feel regrets. I felt under appreciated, and I wanted to keep to myself.
It feels strange though. I feel a restlessness within me, I feel a fear that even though I have money saved and that school is paid for, that I will rot from within.
There is a void, and I do not see that void filling up on it's own. While I want to have the summer to myself, and I want to continue my studies, I enjoyed the time I had there. I loved the job, but I hated watching those who misused company time, and stole things getting treated better then I.
I know with my 13 credit hours coming and hitting hard, I'd need to stop working anyway. This feel weird though, four weeks away from school, it's going to be strange.
Hopefully I can find something to kill my time.
Hopefully.
Friday, August 2, 2013
Thursday, August 1, 2013
Happy 3 years.
Happy three years for me and my lovely Antonia.
I don't see anyone reading anything from this anytime soon, so I think it's a relatively safe place to post some more interesting stuff.
I've often wondered (Yet never put it on paper) how someone can wrap themselves around an image that the see in themselves, and never want to let go. I am a victim of this myself, and I find it both enjoyable and impossibly frustrating at times.
At times I enjoy believing I am the best, and in some things I better then most people are. I have ten times the social personality then others do, which tends to make me a hell of a lot better at communicating with people. I've found that with prep and knowledge on a product, I can sell it to someone (Under most circumstances of course). My step-father has been pushing me to get a degree in marketing, but I know that such a degree is as useful as a pet rock. I opted professional writing and CIS-ACC double major, I figure if I have my technology, accounting, and writing abilities mapped out...
It's unlikely I'll not be unemployed in the coming US collapse. Sweet.
Sadly as of now all I can boast is that I have an associates in General Studies, with a liberal arts degree coming to me in December (Not worth a lot). I should have my business degree in September, and will transfer somewhere (University of Michigan, Marshall, Grand Valley, Texas A&M, Saint Marys) that would in my opinion match to my goals in life.
With this new system I built, I've found myself collected too a lot of old and new places. DeviantArt is a fun place to roll around, as well as a few new forums, and of course countless others (Really, I can't name them?). I'm hoping to upgrade the memory in my machine because I didn't have enough in my budget, it will cost me around $120.
I've found myself listening to the Velvet Underground. Oddly, I never listened to them before, but damn are they a great classic rock band. I'm hoping that since I resigned from Kroger, and I started working for Dan's computer repair store that I will be able to get a raise from $10.50 an hour (I doubt it). I'm going back to school for 15 credit hours, and this whole thing sucks. I don't want to take these shitty classes, I want to be learning technical writing, and how to do underwriting (Although that is in my future).
I posted on someones blog, and discovered some questions. Party time.
www.omfgdogs.com
FML this shit is awesome.
I don't see anyone reading anything from this anytime soon, so I think it's a relatively safe place to post some more interesting stuff.
I've often wondered (Yet never put it on paper) how someone can wrap themselves around an image that the see in themselves, and never want to let go. I am a victim of this myself, and I find it both enjoyable and impossibly frustrating at times.
At times I enjoy believing I am the best, and in some things I better then most people are. I have ten times the social personality then others do, which tends to make me a hell of a lot better at communicating with people. I've found that with prep and knowledge on a product, I can sell it to someone (Under most circumstances of course). My step-father has been pushing me to get a degree in marketing, but I know that such a degree is as useful as a pet rock. I opted professional writing and CIS-ACC double major, I figure if I have my technology, accounting, and writing abilities mapped out...
It's unlikely I'll not be unemployed in the coming US collapse. Sweet.
Sadly as of now all I can boast is that I have an associates in General Studies, with a liberal arts degree coming to me in December (Not worth a lot). I should have my business degree in September, and will transfer somewhere (University of Michigan, Marshall, Grand Valley, Texas A&M, Saint Marys) that would in my opinion match to my goals in life.
With this new system I built, I've found myself collected too a lot of old and new places. DeviantArt is a fun place to roll around, as well as a few new forums, and of course countless others (Really, I can't name them?). I'm hoping to upgrade the memory in my machine because I didn't have enough in my budget, it will cost me around $120.
I've found myself listening to the Velvet Underground. Oddly, I never listened to them before, but damn are they a great classic rock band. I'm hoping that since I resigned from Kroger, and I started working for Dan's computer repair store that I will be able to get a raise from $10.50 an hour (I doubt it). I'm going back to school for 15 credit hours, and this whole thing sucks. I don't want to take these shitty classes, I want to be learning technical writing, and how to do underwriting (Although that is in my future).
I posted on someones blog, and discovered some questions. Party time.
www.omfgdogs.com
FML this shit is awesome.
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